Friday, September 30, 2011

A Love Memoir


In March I knew I was in love because it happened just like everyone tells you it would. ‘It hits you and then you know’ they say. So, one day it beat me in the head harder then I ever imagined. This ‘Love’ feeling, was given to me by a certain; Nathan Towle from New Brighton Minnesota. As cheesy as this may sound I knew it the first time I saw him. That day in March, when I was enveloped by this massive feeling, that can only be described as ‘love’.
 It was Friday and I was expecting him. After a day of waiting around and reapplying mascara, I had finally succumbed to wasting away in my guitar room until further notice of the then mysterious Nate. A few hours must have gone by because I could hear my mothers voice echoing from the foyer that ‘Someone’ Is here to see me. I get up and walk slowly to the stairs. I remember trying to walk in a slow tempo so as not to appear so close to the door. I gracefully climbed one flight of stairs that reached my foyer where he stood.
 At first, we looked at each other like we were old friends. An electricity buzzed between us. I raised my hand and waved. Instantly I felt calmed, like my nervous make-up routine of placing eyeliner on every couple of minutes was a complete waste of my time. I could already tell I didn’t need to be wearing any make-up that very moment. This feeling was much to intimate to be wearing something so fake.
“I’m Holly.” I said as I approached him. He stood a loud six feet tall. But the rest of him contradicted his threatening height. Soft blues eyes peeked out from behind deep sockets. His face, a comical and good natured one loomed over me. I figured a face like that could be misunderstood. Like, if you were far enough away you might call it a brooding face of an angsty teenager. But up close you could see nothing but a sense of pure wonder in his eyes.
            “Nate” He put his hand out to shake. I remember vividly thinking this was an odd way to meet a girl you intended to take out on a date. But, I passed it off as a novice gesture (which it was). He was wearing faded blue jeans and clunky black boots. A black jacket that I found incredibly Bad-ass, and a Faded black Sabbath T-shirt. His hair was beautiful, a long honey brown shade (purely natural) that literally cascaded like a jungle of curls and loops onto the Bad-ass jacket collar.
Something about the way he moved his entire body transfixed me. But when that feeling, the love one, hit me. It had nothing to do with physicality. I can’t describe it because even I can’t tell you what did it. But something about Nate and I standing infront of each other in the foyer of my little house in Plymouth  stains my memory in the most beautiful way.

Friday, September 23, 2011

The Project: SEX AND THE TEENAGE MIND

I wish I had more time to create this project because I really fell in love with the idea, and felt like I needed more time to capture this raw college life stuff on my own time. What I found doing these photos was I really didn't have to pose people as much as I thought I would. It came pretty naturally with stuff lying around that seemed perfect for the photos. What I really wanted to see was something gross, like kids making out in the hallway or someone so drunk they start taking their clothes of. Because, i wanted to capture more than just this unquenchable sex drive we teenagers often portray. What I really wanted was some sort of scapegoat for why we were so free with sex. Was is a coming of age thing? Or was it a self-esteem deal? I couldn't tell. But the project really made me think it over and I really hadn't up until then. Why are teens OBSESSED with sex? What part of it really make's people need multiple partners for it and so on. Most of this project has made me discover more questions than answers unfortunately, but when can't say that there isn't a complete mystery. We know that sex is a stress reliever, something that feels good, and it's a social event. But we can get all these outlets from eating ice cream or watching a movie. But what is it when we meet someone attractive and someone common to us we want to Fuck 'em?  How can we even build relationships, when all we do is fuck anyway? It's a very twisted perception that we teenagers have been put under. On one side we want to act like adults and have intimate relations with people we like. But, on the other hand we also want to fill this itch to be physically satisfied. They can cross paths and often ruin the relationship or connection you originally ha d.

My Stream: http://www.flickr.com/photos/67802539@N05/

My Project: http://www.flickr.com/photos/67802539@N05/sets/72157627742491418/show/

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

W&R Project in Depth


Alright, my visual rhetoric project is going to be the teenage glorification of sex, and the loss of virginity becoming a sort of transition into adulthood. We as teens get a shit load of media in which sex is glorified all the time. In most movies catered to the teenage population, the entire movie plot is based around the main character trying to get laid. We view sex as an act that adults preform so it's only natural for teens to want that transition from being a child (who couldn't possibly understand sex/love) to an adult who experiences something 'amazing' when they have sex. I'm not particularly holding any sort of opinion on the matter (considering I am a teenager.) I only want to see what comes out of my exploration in the subject. My pictures are going to be very staged and ironic. Placing sex as the center of all the pictures. In my first picture idea was that, i wanted to have a few of my friends all dressed up in formal wear clapping and watching porn. Infusing the high status sex implies and lacing it with frowned upon adult media. I want all the photos i take to have this sort of feel towards sex. Showing both, irony and a strong sense of shunning for the teenage culture and its interpretation of sex. So definitely some Pathos will be involved. Some obstacles I might encounter could be people not wanting to stage some of the things i plan on taking pictures of. But, besides that i have a good plan for most of it.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

This is one of the advertisements i took a picture of during our field trip around the South loop today. I found it at a bus stop in one of those rotating adds that switches every 10 seconds, or whatever. When I first looked at it I assumed the picture was portraying some Pathos because the it looks to be an ad for a dramatic TV series. I'm guessing all the characters all trigger some sort of emotional response to the people that watch this show, or for a person who might be interested in what the show entails. I also believe there is some Ethos as well, because the actors must be credible in the TV show (because if there on TV they are probably semi-famous.) and so, we have to trust these famous actors wouldn't just act in any lame show. It would have to be one with a good budget and decent write/production/creative plot blah blah blah.
 The message is very clear within this picture it is basically saying: Watch me. It is telling you the specific time you may place your ass upon the couch and watch this show. The receiver of this advertisement is most likely people who have never seen the show before. While the show is trying to recruit viewers and make sure to retain their regular watchers they must appeal to a very large group. The context of this advertisement is relevant because almost everyone has a television and the channel isn't really an exclusive/expensive one. So by putting it by a bus stop common people can have access to the information the ad is trying to show. And the picture is showing some pretty nerdy guys and an attractive chick, A.k.a you have just about the entire straight male population ready to watch that show. Now, that i look one or two of the guys are attractive so maybe the Gay male population as well. It's got culturally diverse characters therefore they appeal to a broad audience of races, and last but not least the color of the poster is eye catching.
This assignment I was pretty pumped for. In actuality though it was rather annoying. Everyone seemed to take the same pictures over and over again and none were fun to take or look at. If we could have done it on our own i believe i could have had a little more fun with it and had better results than rushed half-assed pictures of bus ads.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

MoCP-Jennifer Ray's 'Fruit, Dentures,Viagra'

This piece by Jennifer Ray first made me laugh because i saw these dentures sitting on a log in the middle of the forest. What the hell are dentures doing on log in the first place? So then i decided to read the prompt on the side of the display and quickly realized that this photo and the collection of other photos in the series were based on a woods were men met to have anonymous sex. Funny how the connection of sex and nature is combined with the synthetic items like Viagra, plastic (from the water bottle) and dentures. I also liked that the photo had a high contrast in the dark, making it in the same setting the action of the photo, might have taken place. The centered piece of the photo bring the most attention would be the fruit. I made this connection immediately to biblical context. The forbidden fruit directly related to sex, and fills the gap where nature and human instinct combine. This very simple and natural act of sex is also combined with very mechanic and modern twist. The water bottle in the photo directly reminds me that this is modern day. Along with the Viagra, i immediately think a human creation to enhance the feeling of sexuality, so this picture is portraying our modern view of something we do naturally. I believe this photo is trying to question human sexuality and its connection to nature, through a dramatic placement of man made enhancements. Because technology is huge part of peoples' sexual lives these days.

Friday, September 9, 2011

The Second Post


This is a painting by the modern artist; ARYZ. I don't know very much about him besides the fact that this picture made me smile. Why I like it is really the fact that its making something that normally brings depressing thoughts (a.k.a the skeleton) and puts it into a very light and happy situation (riding the alligator like a bicycle.)  The sender of the message is making the content very oxymoron-ish, so the receiver gets sort of a '...what the fuck?' feeling, but with a giggle at the end. Aishetic principles of this picture involves the main event centered in the piece, with a muted tones of browns and greens. It catches your eye and the longer you look at it the more you see. 
I think that this painting portrays. Pathos because of the statement where the skeleton riding the alligator, its saying that even after people are long gone, we will still rule the world. (also an oxymoronic statement, which is humorous in the painting. making it Pathos). Although to a lot of people some what believe this statement: 'we are people, we create skyscrapers therefore we are better than everything else'
I also believe it could portray Logos because if we go off the tangent of the previous statement above. We can logically connect that if we believe that we are more superior then everything around us, how can our existence cease to cause effect after we are dead.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

I guess I will name this, The Fist Post

Alright, here we go. My name is Holly Axelrod, and I was going to be a film major here at Columbia, but I found out I'm not pretencious enough to make a  sucsessful a career out of bullshitting. Im very passionate about music and art and I hope to make it in life while having my dignity and a hopefully all my limbs. I say the limbs part because my first day here i was chased by a dude in a wheelchair for a good block and a half down wabash street. I wish never to become that man that i so fear.
I wanted to come here because i was simply done with the high school role play of being the one 'Freaky" looking kid in public school. Now that i got to Columbia i feel my surroundings arn't as sugar coated as they were in high school.
A little snipp-it about me is that i absolutely love writing songs and lyrics. I have been doing it since i was very young and i have continued it through out my life. Now I am extending more on the musician side of things by learning guitar and hopefully drums in the future. As for now I'm in a make-shift all girl's funk/metal band call: Beat the Dead Horse, with my current roommates.
I have always loved drawing (Hence why I'm Switching my major to illistration or studio arts) It's always been my passion and i have done so much through art that i couldn't imagine a world where i couldn't pull out a piece of paper and draw whatever i wanted. Last year I wrote and drew an entire graphic novel called : 'The Kingdom of Sawdust'. I'm trying to get it published, and have been for quite some time. It's kinda my pride and joy as far as work is concerned.
I have always enjoyed writing and I really am looking forward to use it a way that i can express my thoughts creatively. I've been in a creative writing class in high school and i made some of my very good friends there. I love hearing peoples opinions and i think writing is a dandy way to see some of that person that doesn't always come off when you first meet them.


Here is a video that i wrote and acted in. Pretty sure it got me kicked out of Emerson when they asked for a piece of my work in film.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jO2OmsyDf0